“Desire without knowledge is not good, and whoever makes haste with his feet misses his way.”
-Provers 19:2
Oh man Papa… I did it again…. Instead of leaning on you and trusting your plan, I began to create my own plan and lean on my own understanding.
FAIL!
That vision you gave me the other week spoke novels:
You showed me that if I fail to keep up with you, I will find myself in the dark; feeling lost and confused.
But if I stay in your presence, the path will be brightly lit and the direction clear; And I will feel your presence and peace as you unfold your plan.
And then you showed me that if I try to get ahead of you, I will yet again find myself in the dark; feeling frustrated and scared.
Over the past few weeks I have been growing myself, building my motivation and taking on new challenges and new opportunities ; but somewhere along the line I forgot to ask you if this is where you want my energy to go.
I know that you know me and you know that I have tendencies to rush and to become impatient and take matters in my own hands; But I ask that you forgive me for my fleshly urges.
So yet again, I am surrendering myself back to you papa! Renewing my faith in your plan and trusting that all is unfolding in your perfect timing.
Love your ever eager daughter,
Sarah x0x
The Art of Surrender 