“Desire without knowledge is not good, and whoever makes haste with his feet misses his way.”
Oh man Papa… I did it again…. Instead of leaning on you and trusting your plan, I began to create my own plan and lean on my own understanding.
That vision you gave me the other week spoke novels:
You showed me that if I fail to keep up with you, I will find myself in the dark; feeling lost and confused.
But if I stay in your presence, the path will be brightly lit and the direction clear; And I will feel your presence and peace as you unfold your plan.
And then you showed me that if I try to get ahead of you, I will yet again find myself in the dark; feeling frustrated and scared.
Over the past few weeks I have been growing myself, building my motivation and taking on new challenges and new opportunities ; but somewhere along the line I forgot to ask you if this is where you want my energy to go.
I know that you know me and you know that I have tendencies to rush and to become impatient and take matters in my own hands; But I ask that you forgive me for my fleshly urges.
So yet again, I am surrendering myself back to you papa! Renewing my faith in your plan and trusting that all is unfolding in your perfect timing.
Love your ever eager daughter,